Mood: Hopeful
Weather: Sunny SoCal day
Outfit Purpose: Out & About
Style Savvy: You might notice a recurring theme in my outfit pairings where I love to juxtapose hard and soft, masculine and feminine, sporty and chic elements to create visual interest and uniqueness. This goes with today’s outfit which all revolved around my uber soft and zen sweatshirt by Spiritual Gangster paired with my sheer maxi skirt from H&M, Zara studded ankle boots, Banana Republic statement necklace, Chanel & Cartier rings and classic Timex watch.
Personal Style: Street Chic
What’s Going On With Me: This week so far has been a reflective one. Thinking about all the experiences and adventures I’ve had in my adult life so far. It’s been a good 20 year run with a lot of ups and downs, highs and lows. What I know is that I’m always the happiest when I’ve got my own thing going (career/business). It hasn’t come without struggle, self-doubt, and financially broke moments. I’ve proven to myself with past businesses that it does eventually work out if I keep my focus and believe in my vision.
When I was married I thought I had the trust and support of my husband. And I believe I did at times. When I decided to phase out my successful small PR practice to update some tech skills and pursue a new venture, I didn’t really plan that I wouldn’t have the full support of my spouse. He had expectations tied to it and not realistic one’s mind you. I had to keep asking him to trust me because I’ve been here before, plugging away with no money coming in, money going out. Unfortunately, he couldn’t hang in there with me. Today, I thank my ex-husband asking me for a divorce, it was a blessing in disguise.
So here I am, single again, feeling that fire inside of me, excited for the weekdays and not the weekends, pursuing something that gets me excited to wake up, working until 1 or 2am somedays – all because I still believe in myself, have faith and know it will pay off in ways I’ve never expected. It always does.
This goes back to a saying my mom drilled in my brain ever since I can understand words, “Don’t depend on a guy for anything.” I know, it’s kind of harsh but I have to say somewhat true which is so disappointing! I know there are great men out there that are super supportive but I’m finding that there are less and less. Not just from my experience but from other women who share the same experience regarding men. What sucks even more is that I LOVE men! I’m not a “man basher” or “hater” … I still believe in love, romance, a partner in life. Maybe that’s not realistic of me? I’m still hopeful though.
Thoughts: SEE ABOVE
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